Hey ya everybodee!! KK wells yea... uhm... tooh daih ish soeh freaken boren... jz gosta catch up onn maih skoo work n shiet... daym dat succz... but itt was worth goen tooh tha PI n seein maih familee n fwenz... ahaha itt was fun even tho I dint goeh outt that mucho... cz I had freaken h.w. n shiet... dat hellsa succz... daym I went on vacashun n I still had tew dooh work.. pshhH!! Ahaha... kk wellz abow this guy... yea I got in trubble in the PI loadz ob tymes fer himm... cuz meeh n maih neice...(sheehz olda den meeh tho)... her names Amie... yea... meeh n her alwaiz snuck out in the earliest mornen tooh meet witt maih man n his best fwen Jerry... like earlee dawn.. freaken like 4 in the mornen.. yea but it was worth it... lyke I sed... I met himm cz lyke.. beeh foeh they buried maih grandpa.. we wud hab parties everynight... before my gramps burial...n ppl from all ova wud come ova... they'd plaih games n eat n all that... me n maih neice wea juss checken out guiz n all that... n den maih cousin came in and sed there was cute guy out thea soeh we peeked through the curtains and she was right... the cute guy she was talken abow was Jerry.. they was eyein him but I was eyein Joel ...his real name is Jess...iono... n den I juz kept tinken abow him... heeh was wearen a hat but n e waiz... I knew heeh was cute...soeh I asket ppl I knew about himm... n they sed heeh was cute n swt... n he text Amie soeh I replied n told him I was jocken himm... n yea weeh started talken... n meeten up witt dem in the earliest morning... sometimes at nite but then my relatives wud end up tryen tooh find us...weeh dint get intew trubble... maih dad ignored tha situation... maih mama.. iono.. I dnt kare... n den.. weeh wasted monee juz texten cuz it's like prepaid I guess... u alwaiz gotta load it up witt money everytyme u waste out.. soeh I spent maih monee on loaden dat cellphone up!!  ... n den iono... someone told n then Amie's cell got taken away... n den weeh had a lot of ppl helpen us out tho... there was even a teacher name Maam Pat who let us use her cell jz to tex.... THANK YOU!!!.... and then yea... lalala... the more I spent time witt him... the more I was falling fer himm... n I'm glad I found himm... cz this whole bullshit I'b been through for tha past year is nutten... I dnt noeh why I neva opened up maih eyes n see dat derez JOel... n I habn't been doing this but every nite I cry for him becuz I miss him soeh much... n I wud do n e ting to juz see his smile... n to hold his hand... n to hear him say "Bhebie I love you"... I call him every once in a while... w/out usen a phone card... n I noeh the phone bills are gonna beeh high... but I dnt kare... if I get intew trubble... I'll take it... n willen to accept the punishment... ladies... love at ferst sight is soeh true... n it feelz soeh good.... and Ihm so afraid of letting him go... so afraid of losing him... he gibs life in my heart... when I tink about him, I can't breathe... I'm breathless over him.. n wen I call him... his voice is jz soeh heartwarmen.. n wen I tell him I miz him... he saiz: "Bhebie jz think that I'm by your side..." n heeh gave meeh this pillow... he helped his aunt make it and he gave it tooh meeh... he sed: "Bhebie jz think this is meeh... every nite that you sleep, I'm there..." dayme.... this is maken meeh cry... damn... long distance relationships sometimes dunt work out... but I will do my best to keep it going... until I'm back in his arms... cuz... HE'S MY BABY... MY LOVE... MY LIFE...    bAbY.. JoEL pAgArDo... I Love You... Mahal na Mahal kita... dagi diay promizes ko... aramidek... jz for u...

Dang I habn't wrote in her for hecksa long... das cause I went to the Philippines for two weeks!! I had fun!! I found my guy!! His name is Joel Pagardo!! Oh my God... he's cute and sweet and understanding and caring... I believe in love at first sight becuz wen I saw him, I fell fer him instantly... I cudn't stop thinking about him and talking about him... sigh... man oh man...  I wanna kiss him and hug him and hold him tight....  ... he's my baby... and I LOVE HIM W/ALL MY HEART... LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT IS SOMETHING I DO BELIEVE IT AND IT'S A GOOD THING...

I LOVE YOU BABY!! I WANT 2 HUG U N KISS U N HOLD U TITE N NEVER LET U GO!!!